Wednesday, August 18, 2004
♠ 8/18/2004 07:02:00 PM
it's has been more than a week since i last talked to Him..erm..nope..more than 2 weeks..i dunnoe wat EXACTLY had happened..wat actually spurred the cold war between us..
is it me who had caused all dis and allows it to continue on?am i being too over sensitive when i thought his attitude towards me change..??
i wanted to talk to Him SO BADLY..wanted to asked him so many whys..clarify things up..
but wait..we did not even quarrel at all..it jus happens out of a sudden..and since der are no quarrels..wat is der for me to clarify wif him??
wat is it that i ACTUALLY wanted to say or to ask him??
*shrugs*..i REALLY REALLY DON'T KNOW..
is it becoz of dat Yoke San's incident??
it doesn't feel good at all..in facts it hurts me a lot dat things between us turned out this way..the bitterness dat i felt..
I MISS THOSE TIMES I CRAPPED WIF HIM..THOSE SMSes..I REALLY DO MISS..
i tink i know the answer as to why i treated Him in that way..refusing to take the initiative to talk to him even though i wanted to do dat jus so badly..
i still likes him..